hi. i'm still alive.
i haven't really had time to post, and honestly, i'm a little burnt out.
my life has taken on somewhat of a routine:
work.
dance classes.
meetings with a tutor (i'm trying to prepare myself to get back in school).
spending time with the family and the boyfriend.
more work.
gym.
good news: i've lost 7 pounds on the abc diet. my legs are getting muscular from the daily workouts and from taking all the dance classes.
bad news: my boyfriend is on to me. i kind of fainted in the shower at his house the other day. i felt so woozy, and everything turned to black. luckily, i came out unscathed. he's noticed my eating habits (or lack thereof) and he's stressing over me. the hardest part is that i'm hiding this from him. i don't want to disappoint him because he was so proud of me when i started therapy.
it's actually easier to hide it from my mom this time around because i'm never at home, and when i am at home she's either sleeping or at work.
once again, i'm really sorry if i've disappointed anyone by relapsing, but i feel this is what's best for me right now. thanks to everyone for your wonderful comments, and i do read ALL the blogs that are on my blogroll, even though i don't always comment on them.
that's all, folks!
peace and blessings,
vixen
