Thursday, January 15, 2009


The ex and I have gotten back together.

This is the happiest I've been in a very long time.

I love him so much and while that is a very good feeling, it scares me to death.

Taking a chance and letting it all go.

Gotta jet.

Going to go make love to my man.

Peace and blessings,


Monday, January 12, 2009

Revolution Is Now

Hey beautiful people! Missed you!

Where to begin.....

These are my new years resoultions:

  • move out of my moms house
  • blog more often
  • learn to love my body for what it is and lose the attachment I have for the scale in my bathroom
  • work on my temper (sometimes the vixen can be a real bitch!)
  • learn to be more patient
  • stop drinking so much diet coke
  • work on my self-esteem
  • learn to trust men
  • stop procrastinating
  • work out more often
  • eat more fruits and vegtables
  • learn to love myself more

What else do I have to say? Oh damn I almost forgot! I'm going to therapy. I've addressed the issues with my eating disorders, but I really need to learn how to deal with all the things that happened to me when I was younger (being raped when I was 13, and being molested by my stepfather), and I've been snapping on my mom for no reason. She really doesnt deserve that, and I need to control my temper. So wish me luck! My first session is going to be sometime next month. (and I'm getting a pap smear Thursday morning.)

So I hung out with Panda Friday night. It was so fun! We had drinks with some of our old friends from high school, and um.....I got drunk! I never drink, bur for some weird reason, I felt like I had to keep on drinking. I totally puked all over my friend's house, and two of the girls had to help me walk to the car because I could'nt stand up straight. The girls and I also watched porn. (We were curious....none of us know how to ride a dick properly....ladies, if you have any tips PLEASE let me know!) Good times, good times.

Peace and Blessings,



I fucking LOVE this song!

Rehab- Rihanna

I will be back with a real post later on.

peace and blessings,