Hey beautiful people! Missed you!
Where to begin.....
These are my new years resoultions:
- move out of my moms house
- blog more often
- learn to love my body for what it is and lose the attachment I have for the scale in my bathroom
- work on my temper (sometimes the vixen can be a real bitch!)
- learn to be more patient
- stop drinking so much diet coke
- work on my self-esteem
- learn to trust men
- stop procrastinating
- work out more often
- eat more fruits and vegtables
- learn to love myself more
What else do I have to say? Oh damn I almost forgot! I'm going to therapy. I've addressed the issues with my eating disorders, but I really need to learn how to deal with all the things that happened to me when I was younger (being raped when I was 13, and being molested by my stepfather), and I've been snapping on my mom for no reason. She really doesnt deserve that, and I need to control my temper. So wish me luck! My first session is going to be sometime next month. (and I'm getting a pap smear Thursday morning.)
So I hung out with Panda Friday night. It was so fun! We had drinks with some of our old friends from high school, and um.....I got drunk! I never drink, bur for some weird reason, I felt like I had to keep on drinking. I totally puked all over my friend's house, and two of the girls had to help me walk to the car because I could'nt stand up straight. The girls and I also watched porn. (We were curious....none of us know how to ride a dick properly....ladies, if you have any tips PLEASE let me know!) Good times, good times.
Peace and Blessings,