the life and times of an anorexic black girl
once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbyesomething got a hold of us and we changedthen you sat alone in prideand I sat at home and criedhow'd our fairytale just end up this waywe went round for round til' we knocked love outyou were laying in the ring, not making a soundand if that's a metaphore of you and Iwhy is it so hard to say goodbyeI can't wait to hate youmake you, pain like i do..still can't shake you off..I can't wait to break throughthese emotional changes..seems like such a lost causeI can't wait to face you,break you, down so lowthere's no place left to go..I can't wait to hate you..love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explainand i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling againi sit and press rewind and watch us everynight..wanna pause it, but i can't make it stayround for round til' we knocked love outyou were laying in the ring, not making a soundand if that's a metaphore of you and Iwhy is it so hard to say g'byeI can't wait to hate youmake you, pain like i do..still can't shake you off..I can't wait to break throughthese emotional changes..seems like such a lost causeI can't wait to face you,break you, down so lowthere's no place left to go..I can't wait to hate you..uh uh uh..no need to call my phone cause I changed my number todaya matter a fact, I think i'm moving away (away)sorry, the fustrations got me feeling awakeand i just keep having one last thing to sayand i just wanna hold you, touch you,feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing I can do..boy I can't wait to hate you..I can't wait to hate youmake you, pain like i do..still can't shake you off..I can't wait to break throughthese, emotional changes..seems like such a lost causeI can't wait to face you,break you, down so lowthere's no place left to go..I can't wait to hate you.. baby..I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.Cuz right now i need youI Can't wait to let you go 0 holla'd back: Post a Comment Newer Post Older Post Home Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom) About Me (vixenchick) Goofy. Dorky. Sweet. Silly. Dancer. Singer. Writer. I'm a daughter, a sister, and the best aunt in the world. I have a twin sister. I'm fabulous and I'm fucking FIERCE. I would love to be in a girl group.I love having natural hair....Going natural is easily the best thing I've ever done. Some would say I am a ball of confusion and wonder. I love gay people, especially the queens, lol! Lots of people say I'm conceited, but I'm really not- I put myself on a pedistal because I feel I deserve the best. People say I'm naturally sexy. I became anorexic when I was 16 years old. I had a relapse in August of 2008. I am in therapy now so I can conquer my eating disorders. I want to reach out to other black girls with eating disorders. I'm a people person, but at the same time I'm really shy. I love to read and music is a HUGE part of my life. I write poetry, short stories, and I have completed 3 novels. I love my family very much. **UPDATE**: I relapsed. Anorexia is pretty much my life now. 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